From winter’s bite to summer’s flame,
I crossed the earth to feel this sky,
Leaving a name I cannot claim,
A garden buried in goodbye.

The moorlands reach still for my bones,
Their damp is lost beneath this dust,
I wear my age like weathered stones,
Carnelian fire, now turned to rust.

The gods I knew have lost their claim,
Their temples scattered in my mind;
New spirits call me by my name,
Yet speak in tongues I cannot find.

They tell the same old cosmic tale
Of ash and birth, of fire and grief
But whisper it through hidden hail,
And leave my heart without relief.

The stars are beasts I’ve never seen,
Their ancient faces rearranged
With myths rewritten and stripped clean,
Old constellations lost or changed.

The feasts I kept are out of place
Spring hymns now fall in autumn’s hand,
I raise my cup with aching grace
For seasons I can’t understand.

And in these rites I stand alone,
A pilgrim dressed in borrowed days,
Still hearing echoes of the stone
Where once I knelt in older ways.

I thought I knew the world as true,
But now I see the cracks and seams,
Where memory’s lies are born anew,
And nothing’s ever what it seems.

I hold the ghosts I cannot touch,
I walk the roads that crack too soon.
Yet still I reach for what I’ve lost,
A home turned over with the moon.

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19 responses to “Birthday”

  1. Heather Mirassou Avatar

    How incredibly poignant and rather achingly beautiful. Your imagery is hypnotic. I think this is one of your best poems! I absolutely love it!

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    1. D. H. Jervis Avatar

      Thank you Heather. I’ve had a lot of positive feedback about this one. I must be getting somewhere!

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  2. Jasmine on the Grave Avatar

    Transitions are painful. And your poem is filled with grace anyway. Beautiful.

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    1. D. H. Jervis Avatar

      They are. And sometimes the gap never quite closes. Even after decades.

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      1. Jasmine on the Grave Avatar

        True. It can be learned to walk the terrain of that distance once the expectation that it must heal over, that closure must be met, is released. It’s terribly beautiful, painfully so.

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  3. simonashcroft - poet & photos Avatar

    There seems more than one lifetime hidden here. A sense of the ancient, ageless, not-quite-memory, always out of reach.

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    1. D. H. Jervis Avatar

      Thank you. I always feel something similar in your work. The cold and wind and mountains you write of.

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      1. simonashcroft - poet & photos Avatar

        There is something of that sense. Interesting that it has come through to you. Though, the cold, wind and mountains are how this communicates to me in this life, I feel. I also have a sense of origins elsewhere. It is entirely illogical and inexplicable.

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      2. D. H. Jervis Avatar

        Memory/place/presence is an odd intersection. Its blurred as to where and what it is. Even as to whom it belongs.

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      3. simonashcroft - poet & photos Avatar

        As I commented recently on another’s blog, I doubt there is any objective reality. I’m not even sure “reality” is a sensible concept.

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  4. Nihil Avatar

    Of what of yours I’ve read, I like this best. As a Pilgrim dressed in borrowed time. 🙂 The sense of fleetingness smacks bleak, but it’s relatable when I hit my lows.

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    1. D. H. Jervis Avatar

      Thank you. I’ve had positive feedback for this.

      Nostalgia/homesickness/regret. All relatable as you say. Perhaps thats the reason.

      Glad that line worked for you.

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      1. Nihil Avatar

        You should have, it’s good. Maybe it is, but maybe it’s the transcendental bent in your description. That these things probe from a deeper place. Or maybe not? What would I know? I’m just a philosophical pervert on the Internet. ;p

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      2. D. H. Jervis Avatar

        As are we all 🙂

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      3. Nihil Avatar

        Cheers to the great equalizer. I’ll see you on the dark side of the Goddess’ moon.

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  5. william sinclair manson (Billy.) Avatar

    brilliant imagery in this friend..

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